I've been hired by ChannelGuide Magazine to review Lifetime's new Docu-series: The Sisterhood: Becoming Nuns from the lens of having been through the process. It's exciting and fun to rekindle my writing about religious life.
I'll be linking my retired blogs: Religious Life Rocks: The Adventures of One Fun Nun and NunSpeak to my reviews to provide my ChannelGuide readers to read about my experiences in religious life.
The blog content here is still retired; however, I'll be sure to update One Fun Nun with links to my articles as they are published.
Looking forward to having you along for the ride again...
Come and check out the review of Episode 1: How Legit is The Sisterhood...
(I sold out to my "Just Say No to Twitter" campaign; I tweet about The Sisterhood at the handle @md2bk come fly in the aviary too! (That's either really awesome Twitterease or just awful and groany--either way...I'm entertained!)
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Saturday, October 1, 2011
Soul Malaise and a Message to the Universe
I've felt totally uninspired to blog the past two weeks. I've been in a funk--heartbroken and sick with soul malaise (a coined term from a friend).
I've written about, prayed about, and been on a discernment journey for quite some time. It's been very rough at times and other times pure joy! I know I've grown from my icky, squirmy experiences and that I'm a better person for them. I have met the most fantastic people and grown from them too.
I'm a journeyer...a seeker...a questioner...I've been trying to find my way--where I most feel at home. Where I can be the me I was created to be. Where I can live out where I believe and experience God calling me. (Hello...can we say...baptismal promise...here folks?)
I just hit a gigantic road block...smack in my face...stopped me dead in my tracks. Ouch.
I tried being mad a God. Didn't work. It's people that got in the way; not God. People that may think they know God's voice in my heart better, or clearer than me. I don't accept that; no one knows how God is speaking to you but you. I guess it's a big part of our faith journey...dealing with the people who get in the way. Look at what Jesus had to deal with! Read about the Saints...see what they had to deal with to live out their call sometimes!
To the universe and the people that get in the way, I want to say...
LOOK...I am a woman of God...faith-filled and willing to serve. I have a lot to give and an immense heart that's ready and capable of great loving. I have gifts that I'm willing and ready to share. I am willing to be on the journey...no matter how hard it is. I will make mistakes and I will grow. I will challenge and I will be challenged. I will love and I want to be loved for who I am not who you'd like me to be or how you think I should be. I'm a learner, a perseverer, and committed. I will follow the Spirit speaking within and around me as best as I can. I will find home...and live as God is calling me.
As much as it hurts me and cuts through everything I have known and loved for a long time--I'm back on the journey to find my "home"...the place where I belong. It's a little harder to trust the Spirit this time. A little harder to trust that voice of God in me. It's a little harder to see what's possible. But...I will find it....and when I do, I'll live it.
I've written about, prayed about, and been on a discernment journey for quite some time. It's been very rough at times and other times pure joy! I know I've grown from my icky, squirmy experiences and that I'm a better person for them. I have met the most fantastic people and grown from them too.
I'm a journeyer...a seeker...a questioner...I've been trying to find my way--where I most feel at home. Where I can be the me I was created to be. Where I can live out where I believe and experience God calling me. (Hello...can we say...baptismal promise...here folks?)
I just hit a gigantic road block...smack in my face...stopped me dead in my tracks. Ouch.
I tried being mad a God. Didn't work. It's people that got in the way; not God. People that may think they know God's voice in my heart better, or clearer than me. I don't accept that; no one knows how God is speaking to you but you. I guess it's a big part of our faith journey...dealing with the people who get in the way. Look at what Jesus had to deal with! Read about the Saints...see what they had to deal with to live out their call sometimes!
To the universe and the people that get in the way, I want to say...
LOOK...I am a woman of God...faith-filled and willing to serve. I have a lot to give and an immense heart that's ready and capable of great loving. I have gifts that I'm willing and ready to share. I am willing to be on the journey...no matter how hard it is. I will make mistakes and I will grow. I will challenge and I will be challenged. I will love and I want to be loved for who I am not who you'd like me to be or how you think I should be. I'm a learner, a perseverer, and committed. I will follow the Spirit speaking within and around me as best as I can. I will find home...and live as God is calling me.
As much as it hurts me and cuts through everything I have known and loved for a long time--I'm back on the journey to find my "home"...the place where I belong. It's a little harder to trust the Spirit this time. A little harder to trust that voice of God in me. It's a little harder to see what's possible. But...I will find it....and when I do, I'll live it.
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